One Moment in Time

Did you ever wish you could have a moment back? A chance to rewind the tape and record over an obvious mistake? Especially if you didn't realize at the time it was a mistake? I have obviously hurt and disapointed someone I love very much and I desparetly need to find a way to make it better. The funny thing is that no matter how much you wish you could go back it's usually better to jump ahead. Revisiting the past only makes the pain resurface. All I know is my life has been so chaotic lately and I know that my mouth has a tendency to speak without asking my brain's permission first. But the most frustrating thing is that I am not even sure what i did wrong....and he's in no hurry to share that information with me. So, while he's planning a very nice weekend, it looks like cream of chicken soup for me. I hope he misses me. I'll miss him.